Hello Readers of the world,
its been many, many months since I wrote anything off my blog and I’m happy that I am back writing but again if I didn’t write then I’d still be empty inside without a word to say. with all this time it was nothing but work and through out the month of Nov with very little time I had going on in my hands and I know that I was wanted to get around but so many different things I had wanted to do online and never did expect for my online store on eBay overall I been very very happy about and I had sold a couple of items and made some money on it. I been very place since my whole month of November it was a start but I knew I wasn’t make thousands of dollars within a month I was still happy that I had some money in my paypal account and I knew that I wanted to sell my junk online and so I did.
My job isn’t paying enough to survive and last month I just miss a bill from my carrier and now I have to pay 112.65 up my ass and that’s what its eating me up and totally my fault that it wasn’t paid up on time now I have to do that no choice to pay the crooks.
Over my yearly has its ups and its downs I had plenty of ups and downs but I do enjoyed 2016 overall with the entire election that everyone had I had to go through all that garbage I had to listen through. PAINFUL! The only word I descibe it at first it was funny the way things had gone, but it was just stupid like….I was watching a satire of its own. But I can’t complain since it was a pretty dark year and I wasn’t so thill about it and I wanted to be over and had my wish now, I wasn’t hoping that I didn’t had to spend my whole year listening through this bullshit of lies but I’m sure that every american wanted to get this election circus over and done with.
I never like talking about politics on my blogs but I know that’s someting I do not favor in interest of talking about it. But my God it was splattered with news on the election every single week and I sure tried with the samething ever four years with more talk and very little changes happens with this country.
With all the things happening in 2016…a lot has happen with a span of a year and you relies so much you end up forgeting the rest. not every ends to look the world up into the bigger picture since they themselves are involve in their own bubble. I can’t say that this year was perfect I know that I was never achieve my financal goal I wanted it to be. I know that what I am proud to have is a job that helps me make money and pays off my bills and I know that I have plenty of moments I begin to think is worth saying where am at? Do have to keep sign spin every week to keep doing what I have been doing for the past 4 years with them. Then again my answer will be NO! by all means I do intendto stay for a long time with all the drama I get in my job. I know many times I do get good moments and many I do not, I made sure one thing is to keep strong and do not let people discourage me nor put me down. When I did get left Verzion and Starbucks this year I remember that I came back working working for them first time again in 2 years when I was there sign spinning for the shop and help them out bring in more pawns get for the store, technically I started with them back in Oct 2012 when I was looking for a part time job to cover my debt and grow my bank when bussing tables over at a Italian Restuarant wasn’t cutting it anymore $5.15hr wasn’t doing it. So I had worked for 2 jobs once before.
The pawn hasn’t been always gateway out of my debt but I can say for a business that I have stayed close to for awhile back it had its moments but in reality the business in itself is pretty shady in its way I can’t help judge that I do see people come in pawn their sometimes never come back for their stuff, If they do not we have to end up selling the item in person or online through an online account in which I have manage for them and I don’t like it but the store has to make money somehow.when I started working for them I wanted to continue on repairing electronics…. now for a couple weeks I haven’t done it for while. To this point I’m ready to leave the job and go elsewhere and continue onward with my education. I know theirs a plenty of things I love to do but hate to leave my clients that I just made go relations with. In time if I started to leave irrationally without a good word of mouth recommendation all I’ll do is throw it away.if I didn’t leave in good terms.
As of next year one I know resolutions will be written and planned that I have never done. in 2016 within next year I know that I’ll have every plan in place till then. The lesson for when next year comes around I know I’ll have good plan in place and not wait when everything falls down in pieces before 2017.
Blog written in December 12, 2016.